i'm here dropping to inside myself

but not trying to find something
not in searching, not wanting neither in wait
i'm only here
in front of my own body
just feeling my smell
thinking that i could
yes, i could
i could cross my skin
and live happy underneath my touch
warm home solid and bright
i could live here
without anything
i could, yes, i could
but
and there's always more one "but"
after leave my mouth over my skin
over my frightened chest
over the legs and the arms
over my penis's head
i have to admit to myself
that i prefer
when i can't have me just for me
yes, i prefer

your legs in my mouth

your arms across my penis's head

your shaking inside my heart

bringing to life again

this body drunk

of himself

but

if you're not here

if the day will be hot like it is now

so

i'll have to admit

i can put my mouth around my skin

thin of you.