i would say something about my future death

for many years yes it's true

i begged for such a sudden death

without me being able to suffer

i couldn't imagine that one day

even suffering would become

boring

no, no, i don't want to suffer while i'm dying

it's just that for the first time

death seems like something 

that i should just live

not leave behind

so you'll stay with me to the end?

i hope so

i really hope so